no more WTF!!!!!WTH!!!!!!BFH!!!!!!ENOUGH!!!

tba2 jer tjuk cm apa2 kan????bc ni dulu...bru paham..

ENTRY 1......

mula2 just nk ckp
yg i TAK akan bg thu sp2 pun siapakah insan berkenaan
hurm...cam ak ckp kat entry yg sebelum ni...
i try to avoid him..
but i can't...
i can't...
this ishq vishq(love) coz me a lot of pain...
enough all this pain...
enough!!!!!!!!!!!
np sume bnda bangang ni dtg time2 ni..
shuuh!!!!!!
pergi jauh..
tau x ak sibuk ngn FTS...
xde masa nk pkey HAL2 CAM NI LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tp ak stil pkey...
aku nk ngs..
tp ak xska ngs..
nnt aku selsema n skit kpala...
org yg mybabkan ak ngs 2 x rasa apa2 pun..
mmg la dia xkan rasa HASMAWIDDA RAMLI..
becoz u never tell him about this shit thing!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't tell him...
i don't have enough kekuatan nk berdepan ngn dia after telling this...

n one more thing...
ramai yg kata that guy (yg ak fall in love ni la...uwekkk!!!!geli la !!!!xsesuai cnta2 jiwang ni ngn jiwa aku)
adalah my bestfren yg gmbar dia ada kat my page ni kn??????
TAK LA!!!!!
ak x ska la kat dia...
org lain la
truskan cubaan meneka anda....
my fren...
u all xkan expect yg ak ska that guy la...
cop!

korang knal ker?
whatever!!!!!
tp ak ttp benci perasaan ni

PERGILAH JAUH10000000x
xska la prasaan ni!

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ok...

ENTRY 2.....

ak ska prasaan ni!!!!!
ak bukn ska perasaan @$%##(love) ni...
tp ak ska prasaan yg lega nih...
u know what!
ak dh gtau kat org 2 about this @#$% thing....
kisahnya???
biar ak n org 2 jer thu....
tp serius ak malu...
tp ak beruntung sbb org 2 jnis lepak....
n ak pun lepak la kan...
heheheh...

to that guy(if u read it):

tq...
i know u never expect about this....
like i told u...
i mmg slalu salah ska org....
but ..
x bermaksud u are the wrong person..
or u not good or apa2 yg negativ la..
but me...
i'm always choose the wrong person to express my feeling in @#$##
thnx 2 act naturally...even i know it's not...
i'm not blushing ok.....xde maknanya...
last..
lots(100000000000000x) of thanx....
thank u so much...
i will keep my promise...
i try n i will do it...
n one more...u ask y i choose u???
i do know...
i like u the way u are...
cm budak2 ker..
cm org tua ker...
don ask me...
like i said..
i like the way u are

p/s: u said this is u'r first experience rite????me too...
my first experience to tell those people about ...u know it

ok fine!
i'm blushing!

enough!!!!!!!

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knapa entry 1 n 2 berbeza????
entry 1 ditulis 10 jam sbelum sesi @#$## tersebut....
entry 2 10 jam slpas sesi tersebut....

tp serius ak lega skang...
ok..
dh leh wat keja ak...
eh2...bru sedar..
pnjangnya entry ni
ada aku kisah????

p/s: jgn nk korek2 rahsia dr ak...rahsia ak x mudah dikorek...wahahahha.....whatever!!!!

hahahha..muka ak lh happy dr muka ak cm dlm gmbar ni....muka happy+lega